… Done fighting

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I have this anger inside of me
I hit the wall
They break my dreams
When will they open their eyes
and start to see
All that they are doing, is destroying me

Broken knuckles
Red vine eyes, from every occasion I ever cried.

I can’t do this, cant do it anymore
Rather leave me behind standing at the door
I can’t do it.. I can’t do it anymore
I am left broken and you started the war

With word and gestures you never meant
I’m pulling on the shortest end
Broken days and endless nights

I am done, fighting these fights

Strong, beautiful, brave

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One and one
Two in one
I found a little warmth in the sun
Next to you
I’m never blue

When your soul met mine
It was a meeting so divine
Made me walk a straighter line
But if you were to ask me..
It was about high time

Hand in hand
Lives unplanned
Talking about the future yet to be
Drawing lines
Connecting you and me
Wishing that we were boundless
Truly free

Don’t let go
There is still some road ahead…
Let’s take it slow
Go with the flow
Soak up the sun and wait to grow

But..
I’ll be here
When things go cold
I will bend and I will fold
I’ll keep you safe.. just like you were told
Until we see the sun again, yellow as gold

Just hold on
We’ll make it through
I will take away your tears
And you won’t be blue

Remember this..
It’s very true..
I
Really really
love you..

..Nightmare

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And I close my eyes and time starts to fly, but bad dreams come along and I try to hide, but nothing helps, the time abides, it’s all I get when I had to cry

Please help!!
please stop!!
I try to yell!!!!
But it’s like I’m in a glass box and no one gives a hell!

So I ask..

Why do we have to fight the tears away?
Why do feelings hurt and always stay?

I don’t like this and the fights has to stop, because I can’t lose this life, it’s the only one I’ve got

…Your existence gives me hope

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This life is quite difficult I must say
It always tries to pull us away
Words cutting grooves
Leaving invisible wounds

Hold on tight, things might get rough
But we are young and we are tough
I will always be by your side
In the sunny days
And through the darkest nights

Beautiful things we will soon see
There is a better life for you and me
Just don’t give up
You’ll see it soon
That I’m always here, and I’ll always love you

… Forgive me

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I don’t know what I have become
Sometimes the only words I know is :
I’m done, done done!

My heart is too soft and I care too much, I get trampled on by the ones I trust.

Forgive me if I never trust again.
Because you, oh dearest, caused this pain!
I’m burning,  burning,  up in flames.
I am sorry, I’m done playing these games.

My heart is heavy and my soul never stays, this is me, stuck in a haze.
Becauae the ones I love, only hurts me so
This is me
And
I’m ready to go.