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The scary thing about love

I’m almost positive that when you read this, you might feel the same.

 

It all started with a morning conversation about kissing. we laughed, there were questions, and then you told me you were in love with me.

My heart was pulsing so much I could hardly concentrate on the meeting I was in. Finally the one I adored, was in love with me..

Days and weeks went by, happy, like never before.

And one sad day I woke up realizing that something big happened and I wasn’t even aware of it all.

I regret ever asking you about it

Because it all went down in flames

I cried, you cried

And then you told me you couldn’t do it anymore, not the way we are use to be together.

Now

I listen to the voice notes you sent me, saying… Baby.. I.. Really love you

And it plays over and over in my head and in my heart, because I’m still there and you’re nowhere to be found

 

And now…

Even in the briefest of moments I get glimmers of who we use to be

The love we shared, the happiness

 

And now…

I’m left behind

Because there’s so many things waiting for you

While I just sat, waiting for you

 

Because..

There has never been anyone else for me, you were the first, you’ll be the last

 

A heart can only scar that many times

And I won’t beg to be hurt, yet another day

 

Love..

The girl you left behind.

 

And if I can’t, nor can you

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Words has poison
Seeping through
Nothing I can do
Nor can you

Accepting our fate
Even though this world we hate
Nothing I can do
Nor can you

I’m sorry, I have no advice my dear
Unfortunately you’re gonna have to face the fear
There is nothing I can do
And if I can’t, nor can you

So we sit, all bunched together
Through this angry saddened weather.
Nothing that anyone can do

This world is hard
Just stay true

..Nightmare

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And I close my eyes and time starts to fly, but bad dreams come along and I try to hide, but nothing helps, the time abides, it’s all I get when I had to cry

Please help!!
please stop!!
I try to yell!!!!
But it’s like I’m in a glass box and no one gives a hell!

So I ask..

Why do we have to fight the tears away?
Why do feelings hurt and always stay?

I don’t like this and the fights has to stop, because I can’t lose this life, it’s the only one I’ve got

… Broken smiles with broken teeth

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I have noticed so many times before
That these days
There are more and more open houses with broken doors.
The windows missing and and no more colour to be seen..
I think this life has become like a very bad dream.

I walk past children
They look into me
With wallowing eyes and broken teeth
Parents that scream
Packing there things
Leaving, never again to be seen..

Dear child
Just stay strong
You have done nothing wrong!
Hold on!
Hold on!
One day you’ll be great..
And this time you will learn, from your parents mistakes.

You still have tomorrow
Yesterday is gone
That means you have a future
Please just hold on

Dry those tears
Sticky on your cheek
Give me that broken smile
Your happiness will last forever
and this weeping just a little while