My mind has drifted off while my life took over
My heart has been pulled away from writing, I guess you need to be in the right state of mind .
This is my diary… The one I share with all the people who know.
I was in my bed, sharing it with you.
I tried to wake you up, touching your arm..tummy.. chest.. But all you did was hold my hands together so they wouldn’t move… “I can’t sleep”… I said softly…
Rip my heart
I’m almost positive that when you read this, you might feel the same.
It all started with a morning conversation about kissing. we laughed, there were questions, and then you told me you were in love with me.
My heart was pulsing so much I could hardly concentrate on the meeting I was in. Finally the one I adored, was in love with me..
Days and weeks went by, happy, like never before.
And one sad day I woke up realizing that something big happened and I wasn’t even aware of it all.
I regret ever asking you about it
Because it all went down in flames
I cried, you cried
And then you told me you couldn’t do it anymore, not the way we are use to be together.
Now
I listen to the voice notes you sent me, saying… Baby.. I.. Really love you
And it plays over and over in my head and in my heart, because I’m still there and you’re nowhere to be found
And now…
Even in the briefest of moments I get glimmers of who we use to be
The love we shared, the happiness
And now…
I’m left behind
Because there’s so many things waiting for you
While I just sat, waiting for you
Because..
There has never been anyone else for me, you were the first, you’ll be the last
A heart can only scar that many times
And I won’t beg to be hurt, yet another day
Love..
The girl you left behind.
inkedeuphoria 